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November 01 结业。。。发现自己已经好耐无林过上来写野啦。。可能已经厌倦左,又可能呢排实在太多“急死人”嘅事发生,吾系甘想提。。。曾几何时成日都挂住上来乱up,不过果种无聊嘅日子已经过去。。。使我决定结束呢种生活,结束呢个space!!呵呵~吾知系好事定坏事。。因为寻晚统计左大概有60间公司我系有兴趣申请实习嘅。。。保守估计,如果每间公司用1日时间来做调查,填申请表,甘都要用2个月先搞掂!!来紧嘅两个月都会好忙!!哎。。玩space有1年啦~都算系甘啦~玩左成年先厌。。。已经系好好成绩架啦!!平时有好多野玩几个月就厌。。。结束呢个space都有d吾舍得。。。由今年暑假到依家嘅好多回忆都系晒度。。。不过人要Move on嘅~无理由成日停留系度。。。
最后希望我成功申请到下年嘅实习!!人人有饭食~个个有功开!! October 14 忙到癫呢排忙到癫啊!!所以好少上来乱up咯~~同埋呢排有d吾开心,无咩mood写野。。呢排好冻,转凉左好多。。。太多野做,太多野睇啦~搞到上网都成日隐身,吾想同人chat~
本来翻来吾够1个星期就揾到兼职,好好彩~但系。。。好快无得做啦。。因为差吾多连个老细都失业咯。。。我无奈地被炒。。又要忙于揾工咯。。越来越觉得我个包租婆好烦。。。成日多叫我做依d做果d。。。住系距度有规矩多多~管住晒!好憎呢仲感觉!!我起身吾make bed距又话吾得~摆个水壶系间房度有话吾卫生~前几日本来参加左个alpha course,有免费晚餐食嘅~点知距又叫我参加距个circle dancing!我明明应承做人去,距又话吾紧要~严重影响我嘅信誉!!但系距1d都吾care~顶吾顺啦!!!好想搬出去!!5555555555555挚啊~~~~好想翻屋企!!翻屋企!!下个星期2就系我20岁半生日啦~~希望到时一切顺利~开开心心~ October 01 bingo the dog寻晚食饭,由7点钟开始,食到9点几。。。唉。。。都系因为包租公话1个星期会有一次house dinner喔。。。系3个钟既食饭进程中,无咩倾,天南地北乜都讲一餐!都几无聊。。。
今朝一早就有课啦。。。落到地下室林住出门口果阵发现包租公只狗Bingo吾系距个窦度,就知道包租公放左距出去啦~我一打开门,Bingo就眼定定甘望住我。。。 September 27 劳劳碌碌。。。哎。。。好耐无写野啦。。。鬼咩~我间房又无得上网,日日都鬼甘忙,边有时间写喔!!今日上翻自己个space度,发现左d好罕有嘅人留左comment~有我阿妈啦~毛毛主人啦!仲有我连距msn都无的孔鸣!!吾知距系边度刮到我出来??
翻左来已经好几日拉~好似今日先习惯翻d...今日踩住不单车,系canterbury的小lane仔入面穿插~终于感觉到我翻来啦!!
寻晚11点几先将间房执拾好。。。今日又好忙啦!去income office罗翻100镑deposit拉~去jobcentre揾工拉~去safeway买grocery啦~仲要去银行比翻钱小颖子添!!本来一切都好简单~但系吾知点解会甘波折重重!仲要系3点钟之前赶翻来同爸爸妈妈音频添!!搞到我一身筋。。。。 September 20 忙d乜?呢排好忙~忙买野翻uk。。忙中秋迎月、赏月、追月。。。忙执拾行李。。。阿妈又叫将我旧屎d相scan入部电脑度。。。唉。。。甘大工程终于系翻去之前完成啦~安乐晒。。。我仲upload左上个album度添!!嘻嘻。。。check it out!!~
p.s.仲有我阿爷阿嫲旧屎张相。。。 September 16 last day at work已经成个星期无翻工啦!!呢排少左上网,因为要睇电视!!翻到英国就无得睇咯。。。今日翻埋最后一日工,我今个暑假嘅实习就完满结束啦!!
今日翻到华附,第一件事就系print左自己份推荐信出来!哈哈~讲起都好笑,yuki话吾得闲写,叫我自己写~甘我耿系有甘好写到自己甘好啦!!呵呵呵~~
p.s.听晚有迎月晚会啊!!有得系屋企过中秋太正啦!!期待。。。 September 09 bstod8,teresa asked me if i would go to HK with her~i really love to!!but...when i went home by bus with my mom, i asked her for permission. the answer is "NO!" aih....i negotiated with her with my strong will and mind!!~however,eventually,i failed....i looked back, it's already been 3 months since i got back. i planed to do lots of my own stuff before i came back, but only few of them have been accomplished.....i planed to go shopping in HK..i planed to ask CJ out to talk like what we did in high school...i planed to go to 牛杂屋with rachel...but fuck!!! i've never done any of them!!what i did was dragging my exhausted body ,half-awake, everyday to work!!~i'm sick of this!!although i got as much working experience that i could never imagine,what i lost is driving me mad now....i said to my mom, i havent got enough rest during this fucking vacation,if u could define this as a vacation!but what she replied and how she felt about it really broke my heart...she said in a voice trembling with sadness" i wish i could give u everything that u want. i really tried! but u know wat, we cant afford spending money so easily without multiple considerations.it kills me that u think what i did was not good enough for u during this summer."oh god!~i was treated like a Queen during this summer!my parents would do anything to make me feel more confortable at home.what a bitch i am to say that to my mom! i really wish i could take my words back and never think it that way...i regreted it...on the bus, i made up my mind! i would never say that kind of thing ever again!! coz i know, it will hurt everybody at the end~!in the rest of the ride, i tried to make jokes to make mom laugh~happier she will be i wish.... September 05 小傻圆豪华送机团今日罗左部脑翻office整,因为上吾到网。。。唉。。。搞左好耐,都系未得。。听日要打电话去搵dell先~系office里面,fion因为租车去香港嘅事搞到好头痛,距仲好出奇甘话有个学生要订4个位,唔知系米带埋阿爷阿嫲去喇~跟住距问我上年有几多人去??我数数手指。。。 September 04 not ready to leave自从jacky走左,我就feel到离翻英国嘅日子已经好近啦。。。555555。。。。真系吾系甘想离开呢度。。离开the ones i love....前日阿妈老豆一早就去左香港,我一mag大眼就见吾到距地,到玩黑12点几先翻来~我钻上距地张床,倾左好耐计都吾舍得翻入自己房训,最后都系比距地pang走。。。一日不见如隔三秋!!吾见果20几个钟就甘吾舍得咯~到时走果阵就烦啦。。。i hate leaving!! i hate saying goodbye!! September 02 别了jacky~寻日落班,得翻我一个人行果条又乱又杂嘅路。。。因为jacky已经吾翻工咯。。。眨下眼,翻左工已经有两个几月喇~每日放工都好过瘾,因为我同jacky一路行,一路狂讲d又弱智又无聊嘅野。。。乜都笑一餐!!哈哈哈哈~寻日过马路等红灯果阵见到个踩单车嘅阿叔比阿sir抄牌!哈哈哈~~踩单车都比人抄牌!!呢种无奈嘅滋味我都试过。。。
讲起IQ题,前几日睇YUMMY YUMMY,鸡仔问左条IQ题“ 有一日,斑马向兔仔求婚,兔仔翻去问过兔仔妈妈之后拒绝左斑马,你知唔知点解啊?”当时我阿妈都系度一齐食紧饭。。。搞到我有d尴尬添。。。个答案就系。。。。“因为兔仔妈妈同兔仔讲,有纹身果d都唔系好人!”呵呵呵~~搞笑哇!~
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今日加左我嘅contact方式,如果今界毕业生有咩需要帮手嘅就contact我喇~得闲打电话来吹下水又得,过时过节要送礼来我地址嘅又得!得左~ August 31 呵呵呵呵。。。今日连续两个人话我寻日好靓女喔~哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈。。。。。。
p.s.今日去左kent一个师兄嘅space睇,发现左几张好搞嘅相!!
graduation ceremony今日系今届学生嘅毕业礼,我已经参加左ify四届毕业典礼啦!!简直系元老级人马!!本来吾系好关我事嘅~因为毕业果个吾系我,兴奋果个吾系我,到最后罗奖学金嘅亦都吾系我。。。有d失望添。。。如果我今年都有就好啦!见到个个都齐齐整整甘影相,我都林翻起旧年毕业嘅picture~眨下眼
今晚临训前bill同我讲话kent嘅宿舍改到咯喔~~哈哈哈哈!! 帮到人好开心啊!!!证明我存在系有价值架!! August 28 April Fool前几日阿妈同我讲收到1封simon寄比我嘅信,不过。。。吾记得左罗翻来比我~唉。。。小蠢妈。。。过左一日,我问距,封信呢?距又吾记得罗。。。大蠢妈。。。第3日,距终于记得啦~罗住封信,我笑左好耐~~笑simon d字同距个女阿捞一样,牛龟甘大只!!哈哈哈哈~~打开封信,系阿捞比我嘅x'mas卡。。。唉。。。足足迟左9个月啦!!不过迟到好过无到啦~卡里距第一句就问“why not come up to visit me ar?"呵呵~~旧年嘅事。。。吾好提啦。。。跟住又话“u will come to see me in easter ge rite~?"呵呵~~again...havent done as i promised....i feel a little bit guilty at this time tim....no wonder she called me "bitch" on the card lar....i really was....呢件事讲比我听~吾好下巴轻轻,应承人甘多嘢。。。如果吾系,就好bitchy架啦!!不过我上年个x'mas真系过得好开心~~因为有好多礼物收。。好似觉得好warm甘,出到外面,仲有甘多人关心~~anyway, damn happy to receive this late-coming x'mas card~!haha~~here, thanks to smelly kat for this lovely x'mas card~
今日新生入学,meet左好多吾识嘅人,当中,又有d识嘅~今日阿s都来左,陪距个f来注册~本来无咩值得讲嘅~不过到我落班果阵~居然比我撞破一d我吾应该睇到嘅嘢!!搞到我罗罗鸾,吾知点算好!!如果,你系一个好弱小,怕事嘅人,见到一个凶神恶煞,好猛嘅阿s,背住距gf同另外一个人拖手仔,你会点做呢?!系同距个gf讲啊?定系扮时运高,乜都睇吾到呢??哎呀。。。今次考起我啦~~话晒距嘅gf都系我个f啊~~见到f比人玩到tum tum转喔~~吾通甘都扮无嘢吾出声?!但系阿s距自己话自己好猛个喔~~点算呢?!救命啊~~早知吾甘早落班比我撞到啦!!
其实上年都有同样嘅嘢发生~又系比我发现,阿边个对阿边个不忠!!我果次系无意中讲左出来,搞到好大镬!!仲比人闹添!!搞到我劲吾开心!!心理劲吾平衡咯!!~我果阵好憎d人隐瞒我,呃我。。你地当我咩啊?!当我傻架?!但系依家林翻转头觉得如果我当日乜都吾知,就吾会eng住eng住甘啦~
上学期考试之前,比我知道屋企人闹交嘅事。。。我就不断甘追问我parents啦~但系距地话叫我认真考试,乜都吾好理。。8卦嘅我,点会奈得住啊!!米去问表妹咯~点知距巴口鬼甘密吾讲比我听!!搞到我罗罗鸾!!寻晚,我阿嫲阿爷又嗌交啦~一个79岁,一个85岁!!点知仲好火气过d后生!!其实翻来之后我都听其他人讲过嗌交嘅嘢,虽然我考试果阵同我讲呢d嘢会影响我,但系我情愿甘样都吾想比人瞒住咯!!~好似好吾尊重我甘。。。
唉。。。有时有d嘢真系情愿系first place果阵吾知!好过知d吾知d~比人当做人如其名嘅April Fool... August 26 live8 rocks!!终于download完live8 london来睇喇!!!哇!!劲劲劲劲正啊!!!!!!live8 rocks!!最兴奋嘅就系差吾多到最尾,david beckham出来讲嘢,话要introduce一个 extremly talented but a little bit shy嘅人!就系我嘅robbie williams喇!!!!! ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() August 24 phoebe's songs
今日得闲无聊听下歌仔,又笑到我肚痛!!呵呵~~i love phoebe~~以下系我中意嘅phoebe嘅歌~click下个歌名来听一听,笑一笑啦~
Smelly Cat
The Truth About Grandma
The Barnyard Song
bi-sexual
The Snowman
Lyrics:
Jingle Bitch
Chandler Gay
Lyrics:
Holiday Song August 21 i'm confused...wow~~it's been a long time not writing here lar~~i've tried not to come here bullshiting,but somehow, i can't help!!~ gees...i hate this...the hell lot of things happened recently,which made me go back to the days when i was always daydreaming.everybody left..i know someday i will.i doubt if i wanna go back to the UK to leave this shitplace or stay with my love ones for another second...
oh...it's getting late now..plus i gotta go to work early tmw. so i'd better stop here n go to have a nice chat with Grandpa Chow la~! August 06 又换歌仔啦~~唉。。。一日无所事事,本来要温书嘅,但系。。。翻到公司就净系挂住睇电影。。。唉。。。又系电影累事!!今日终于睇左Mr. and Mrs. Smith啦~哇~~我特登睇翻个space系几时介绍呢出戏嘅,原来系5月7号,哈哈~~足足等左3个月啊!!我话过,我要等uncut版嘅,即系有激战果种!!不过可能我今次download嘅都系比人cut过啦~~吾系好够候甘。。。不过我好中意john同jane相遇果part,首歌好正啊!!我发现我好中意睇人跳舞。。。好似好romantic,好lum甘~~例如true lies入面果只tango,Chocolat入面果只同埋be cool入面果只~~!真系好正架!!一睇到就直头尖叫添!!本来睇trailer果阵距地跳tango嘅背景音乐系首“PorUnaCabeza”来嘅~点知。。。比人呃左。。。搞到无甘high添。。。
换歌仔~哈哈哈~~换左首歌仔~嘻嘻,吓下人先好似落左D甘... August 01 食霸王餐....寻日中午吾方便出去,米叫餐咯~嗌左5蚊个饭,距送到来话无5蚊散纸喔~甘我无理由比10蚊距架~但系我身上真系吾散纸拉,本来问距收吾收5蚊嘅港币银仔,但系距又惊我呃距.....所以话等阵再来罗~
但系....等了又等.....点知距一去无回头....搞到我好似好衰甘食霸王餐!!!
落班路上,见到天体有咩7喜篮球赛,米兜去睇睇咯~~点知比我及到女子冠军果个原来我识嘅!!!系以前7中好似叫左sisi嘅细粒女仔~寻日甘大雨都比赛到,真系劲啊!!上次打NKIE又比我见到距,今次又见到,都几有缘个喔~~真系好羡慕距,可以周围打波,周围玩!!
寻晚同阿e系skype度通话,点知比距....搞到我成个人dup晒...唉...都系我错..我吾应该send email去叫佢帮手...吾应该同距通话....唉....自己罗来烦嘅... July 31 福尔摩B~今日大概系下午4时30分,有2名中国籍年约18嘅女子前来咨询办报案~报失手机1部同埋字典一本!!由于本案曲折离奇,而且疑点重重!!我决定压后再审!!不过由于疑犯实在太不知好歹喇!~居然甘大胆,敢系我睇嘅场度搞事?!!哼~甘即系吾放我在眼内姐~~~兄弟姐妹!!!同我上!!!! 残酷一叮寻日差吾多7点先收工!!就系因为等一个家长....不过好彩~爸爸部车罗去年审,所以距来接我放工,如果唔系...都唔知几时先翻到屋企啊!!
阿妈话晚黑出街食饭,因为好多亲戚都来左~去左一间我未去过嘅地方食,但系显然,其他屋企人当我仲系UK果阵都来过喇~寻晚连Coco(我表姐3岁个女)都来左..食完饭喇~距又行埋来搞搞震!叫我um抱住果只熊仔训喔~um um下又话要喂熊仔食药喔~又格硬搞醒只熊仔....真系惨喇只熊仔....跟住有到"残酷一叮"嘅时间喇~阿2姑妈就话喇,有一日阿coco话想参加"残酷一叮"喔~哈哈哈哈哈哈哈!!!!笑鬼死我喇!!!我米问下coco系吾系咯~距话"系啊~~我衣家连紧只歌架啦~"讲完,就即刻开始又唱又跳"采蘑菇"喇!跳到d服务员都要避左距.....真系比距笑死.....
July 29 我嘅第一次...寻日...比人赞...比你踩...比人安慰....最后...比自己激到训吾着觉.....
呢排都系度忙收集签证材料原件,日日都有学生家长来.....
寻日朝早,有个家长交完资料之后,见到我签上"周子圆", 就话~"哦~你叫周子圆啊?甘好听嘅个名~"
呵呵呵呵呵呵呵呵~~~开心死我喇~~~第一次有人话我个名好听啊~~~
中午食完饭翻来,见到部小柠檬有几个未接来电, 系上次请我食饭果个家长打来嘅,甘我米复翻距咯~距叫我send肯特大学d相比距个仔仔睇下喔~~仲话果晚食晚饭之后,距老公对我嘅评价好高, 话我好能干喔~哈哈哈哈哈哈哈!!!~都唔知系米真嘅~第一次比人赞我能干咋!!
下午,yuki忙紧收原件,距个电话响喔~我米走去听咯~~吾听由自可,一听就锅可喇!!
有一棵变左黄嘅葱嘅家长打电话来搵yuki,问成绩几时出....
"成绩8月中旬会出来"
"为什么这么久啊??"
我解释左半日...话程序嘅野要按程序一步一步来,吾急得嘅~但系距仲系坚持己见,话觉得我地嘅办事效率太低喇~本来想介绍一个系羊城晚报工作嘅朋友来读嘅,但系睇来都吾介绍喇~ 后尾,我话我系上年嘅学生,衣家来做兼职嘅...距米问我衣家系边间大学读咯~我话肯特!距就开始对我进行一连串机关枪式嘅老串行动喇~!"肯特? 肯特连中大也比不上!!你才去个肯特就来做兼职喇?!!"我就火喇~我话"肯特怎么连中大都比不上呢?~中大在全世界是哪条葱啊?!" 但系距仲系系度自言自语甘讲"才肯特....才肯特....才肯特...."我见甘,都无畏再讲d咩喇....仲未比人踩够咩......
我林我成世人都未比人甘样睇吾起法~!今次真系第一次!!~我真系好想系电话度同距理论,究竟肯特系米真系甘差!!距个女predict成绩米得个A*ABB!!仲要系读science添!~甘就已经甘串喇~如果比距4个A,距仲吾更加大声甘踩我!!!!!!
唉.....比人甘样踩完,仲要扮度若无其事甘继续做自己手头上嘅工作...但系我个deeeeeep inside就就来要崩溃喇!!~
晚黑食完饭,牙仔又痛喔~米拿拿淋翻房搽d油咯~9点倒喇~阿爷叫我出去食龙眼,我都唔想郁只牙喇,就甘坐低睇距地食~电话响~我林应该系英国打来搵我嘅~我考试期间参加左个叫VALUE嘅program,系专帮人考试或者咨询嘅~我约左距晚黑打电话来咨询d成绩嘅野~!因为我呢排正为紧成绩嘅野worry....系电话入面,果个人真系好好人~一路叫我don't worry,i'll sort it out for u~甘我个心都无甘慌~~by the way~甘耐无讲过英文,好彩无差度,仲讲得两嘴嘅~!
到到11点几,我收到一封噩耗嘅email~!!british council崔交数喇~~~唉....一子错,满盘皆落索.....大拿拿成400镑啊!!!就甘就无左....欲哭无泪....讲嘢都唔想讲....林住训觉喇~点知训落床好耐都仲系眼睁睁甘.....
嗯....本来林住经过一年系英国嘅训练,已经长大成人喇~点知当一大堆问题汹涌而上之际,我仲系显得好懦弱....净系识得系度愁....AQ仲系甘渣....
今朝,同阿妈一齐坐车出来果阵,我终于开口同距讲话要汇款比British council....而且数目仲吾细添....妈妈距反而仲平心静气过我,甘同我讲,"拿~你今次吸取教训喇~~" 呢句话好似好熟甘.....
记得系4年前,我考吾翻执信,距都系甘样同我讲....
4年前,系我人生第一个污点!!估唔到,4年后嘅今日,我人生嘅第二个污点出现喇.....
今日成日都仲系好郁郁不欢....到左中午连饭都唔想食咯.....jacky来问我发生咩事~我就up晒比距听~嗯!!!jacky果然够friend,帮我抱不平之余仲安慰我,鼓励我!!!令我有一个较轻松嘅心情训个中午觉!!真系贡献良多啊!!!
1点几果阵,突然比部手机仔嘈醒左,系lucky仔打来~原来距来左华附交资料喔~平时上网就见得多喇~我印象中系第一次face to face见距~~呵呵~无想象中甘高,把声仲怪怪地添~~!不过距都算吾话得咯~~送左两本距之前介绍过嘅杂志比我睇~哈哈哈~~又开心翻晒喇!!!!
呢两日,好似好漫长甘....好似系人生嘅缩影~~喜.怒.哀.乐.样样都经历过,回头林翻起寻日嘅自己,好似又大个左甘~~寻日嘅吾开心,寻日嘅怒火,都吾见晒~~本来想吾写出来嘅,费事又显得我小气喇....但系呢个毕竟系我嘅成长历程,又点少得呢!!所以都系记低距先~~~ July 12 应酬篇~今晚有个家长约我出去食饭,起初都惊惊地架~~话晒都未见过,有吾知人地咩底世,我又生得甘吾安全,好危险个喔!!!不过好彩距地都几nice,而且仲有我中意既西瓜汁饮添!!咩惊都吾记得晒拉~~今晚都可以话系我成世女第一次出去应酬拉!!都仲可以handle到啦!~不过真系讲到口水都干架!!个家长真系劲多问题!!搞到我食西瓜都无时间。。。。翻到车站,见到爸爸妈妈,我又不停甘讲野, July 10 frds....今日有个frd来探我,normally应该好excited又好高兴至啱嘅~excitement就有好多啦~~不过见完距之后,咩兴都无晒咯...落班行去搭车果阵,一路行,一路林一个好娘嘅问题:why r friends for?? 你跌倒果阵,距可以扶你一把;你行错路果阵距会摆翻正你条路~定系系你吾知衰果阵话你衰;系你知衰果阵再踩多你一脚话你衰到贴地呢?.....衣我同距今日嘅言谈见,今日来探我果个frd就系后者啦....或者系我自己心胸狭窄啦~又或者距讲嘢吾抹嘴啦~又或者...我地两个根本就系两个世界嘅人!我唔系想话距衰咯,而系觉得自己当初好傻...点解会同d甘吾啱key嘅人做到甘close嘅frd....仲要甘迟先比我发现到呢个问题....搞到最后伤嘅又系自己...都怪我无带脑识人....唉...点解我识亲都系d唔想识嘅人!!又例如阿E甘....好吾情愿同距讲嘢...但系偏偏距又成日来烦住我...有时见到距一个人孤零零甘可怜,我觉得自己甘样林距好罪人咯....唉~~人真系一种好复杂嘅动物啊...连人自己都点解会甘林,点解会甘做....但却信有果必有因~就好似"大只佬"里面甘讲!~ July 08 好惊啊!!晚黑上网,yuki话我知伦敦发生大爆炸!!!如果系第个我就吾信架啦!但系之后睇左个网站先知道甘次大镬啦!!我个地头比恐怖分子踩场啊!!
跟住我即刻去隘醒爸爸睇电视,岩岩好有新闻睇~镜头里面既地方全部都好熟悉,比起4年前既911,爆炸既规模细好多啦~~911系同情,今次见到d londonese 血淋淋甘行出来我边睇就边心寒。。。。好似有种大难临头既感觉~我仲要成日去london添架~~甘第时米要好提心吊胆。。。好惊啊~~~恐怖分子真系不愧为恐怖分子啊!!!的确好恐怖!! |
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